Oi, blog (kasi di ba yung iba dear diary yung sinasabi) graduate na ako sa CAT! at may medal ako (ewan ko kung para saan, kasi di naman ako perfect attendance) (siguro sinabi kaya lang di ako nakikinig) yung medal namin nakalagay Philippine Navy Reserve (hala pede akong isabak sa gera!)
Nakakamiss rin tandaan yung CAT, kahit na ayaw naming magform minsan, kasi naging parte rin to ng buhay namin (kahit na minsan gusto naming ipagkaila)
Friday, March 18, 2005
Fidel, spin the bottle
Today, there were lots of amazing things that happened and i'd just like to list them down so that in the future, when my memory starts to dwindle away, i can look here and try to relive them.
Today was our recollection and I had loads of fun.
I really, really, REALLY wanted to cry, but the tears just wouldn't fall, but then again, deep inside, i was sobbing like a little school girl.
Today, i've rekindled my relationship with God, the message hit me hard.
Today, i saw one of the most beautiful sights i've seen in my entire life, my batchmates crying their hearts out and hugging each other in an expression of true love. The scene made me want to start crying. It was probably one of the most touching things i've ever witnessed in my life.
Today, i had the chance to share my hopes, my dreams and my life to people who would really listen.
Today, i got the chance to thank my parents for being there and for loving me even though there are times that i'm not worthy to receive such a love.
Today, i didn't have the chance to tell her, or probably, i had the chance long ago but i squandered it away. Probably she's not the person God wants for me.
Today, we played spin the bottle (with Fidel/Loid the bottle spinner) and i learned a lot about the people that surround me, and of how much they make me feel happy.
And finally today, i've loved these people that have been a part of my life more, and that i would never ever forget them for as long as i live
Today was our recollection and I had loads of fun.
I really, really, REALLY wanted to cry, but the tears just wouldn't fall, but then again, deep inside, i was sobbing like a little school girl.
Today, i've rekindled my relationship with God, the message hit me hard.
Today, i saw one of the most beautiful sights i've seen in my entire life, my batchmates crying their hearts out and hugging each other in an expression of true love. The scene made me want to start crying. It was probably one of the most touching things i've ever witnessed in my life.
Today, i had the chance to share my hopes, my dreams and my life to people who would really listen.
Today, i got the chance to thank my parents for being there and for loving me even though there are times that i'm not worthy to receive such a love.
Today, i didn't have the chance to tell her, or probably, i had the chance long ago but i squandered it away. Probably she's not the person God wants for me.
Today, we played spin the bottle (with Fidel/Loid the bottle spinner) and i learned a lot about the people that surround me, and of how much they make me feel happy.
And finally today, i've loved these people that have been a part of my life more, and that i would never ever forget them for as long as i live
Friday, March 04, 2005
The Beautiful Letdown
Was it beautiful?
I'm not sure, in a way i guess it was...
Was it a letdown?
'Course it was
The Prom, they say it's a night that ought to be remembered, but everytime i remember it, i get ashamed of myself. Sure i got to dance with her, but i didn't get to say what i wanted, i knew it would end, and that i had my chance, but i threw it down the drain; i wish it could've lasted longer, if i could have hit Time's pause button and stayed in that moment for another day, another month, or an eternity.
Were you happy?
I'm not sure, was I?
You were, but the thing that you were expecting to make you happy didn't, and the things that you didn't count on did.
Yeah, i guess
I did enjoy what happened afterwards, the hotel and all, its something that makes me regret having to graduate a few weeks from now, and leaving all the people i love.
I'm not sure, in a way i guess it was...
Was it a letdown?
'Course it was
The Prom, they say it's a night that ought to be remembered, but everytime i remember it, i get ashamed of myself. Sure i got to dance with her, but i didn't get to say what i wanted, i knew it would end, and that i had my chance, but i threw it down the drain; i wish it could've lasted longer, if i could have hit Time's pause button and stayed in that moment for another day, another month, or an eternity.
Were you happy?
I'm not sure, was I?
You were, but the thing that you were expecting to make you happy didn't, and the things that you didn't count on did.
Yeah, i guess
I did enjoy what happened afterwards, the hotel and all, its something that makes me regret having to graduate a few weeks from now, and leaving all the people i love.
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